Sunday, July 27, 2008


Feeling a bit better today... not so whiny. Maybe it is time for another 'top 15' list.
But I may get myself outside to enjoy the day.

Will someone PLEASE comment on one of these posts? Just to say Hi?

Hello? Is this thing on?

Thursday, July 24, 2008


I want an Orange Cream Frap!
And I don't want to throw it back up!

Oh, bother...

(top) fifteen things to do before I could die happy:
- Read all of William Gibson's books.
- Visit Japan to spend the night in a coffin hotel
- Spend the night in an ice hotel
- Watch a F1 race in person. (Monaco would be nice!)
- Sky diving
- Win a bicycle race (even a small one). I have finished well, bet never won. I guess I just need to find the right race.
- Get/ride a motorcycle... (not as a passenger)
- Learn French
- Learn to play a musical instrument.

OH BOTHER! this is too much work! I am just making stuff up now.
1) I want my dad to find a girlfriend so I know he will be taken care of.
2) My mom will take care of herself, past the point of good sense.

I'm not saying I am going to go off myself... right away... but just that it won't matter, will it. Once I'm no more, there will be no me to care about what I've done or haven't done, will there. I am not looking to make a mark on the world or anything.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

happy freaking birthday

Yesterday was my birthday. Now I match my name.
I could be down about it. I could be happy about it.
Mom asked what what kind of cake I wanted. She bought a mix that "she did not realize" that she did not have time to make. Sure, she knows I like baking, esp cakes, but seemed to miss that fact that she was asking me to make my own birthday cake!

We went to Starbucks. I could not have anything with caffeine or chocolate. Gee... thanks.
"Hi. Welcome to Starbucks. What can I get started for you?"
"Uh, yeah. I'll have a water, please. It's my birthday."

Yeah, I am a brat. I am not even that big on birthdays.

I get out my computer to start blogging -- like they want me to -- and she said, "oh, don't get that out. I got us a movie."
National Treasure 2. Watch me to back flips. :roll:
"Well, you don't want to blog while you are upset, do you?"
(thinking: "yes") I said no and watched the stupid movie.
She waits until it is over and said, "not every movie you watch has to be some film noir"
I didn't want to argue. We _do_ have fun at times. Most of the time, really. But who blogs, "everything's fine; situation normal"

Today was just hard to get out of bed. Mom brought me tomato soup (bless her) and I just re-wired my ex-pet epee. (the traitor failed me so I am miffed at him too!)

Friday, July 18, 2008

Ack! missing posts!

I thought it could be easier simply e-mail in my posts... the short
and simple ones.
I think I bodged up the address or something.

On the other hand, whild I didn't get out of going to the dr, :( Mom
was cool about it. Even after the fit I threw, she took me out for
sushi after.
What did I really want? Startbucks; ice cream... but no. I knew I
couldn't handle those.
As far as compromises go, sushi is a pretty sweet deal.

Top 15 comfort foods:
Starbucks orange creame frap - when I can get it
Chocolate Shake - good simple standby
salmon sushi - top pick
tuna suhsi - mixing it up
garlic toast - been hitting this one kinda hard lately
cucumber sandwich - when in season
strawberry and cream cheese sandwich - high in fat, but low in sugar
mashed potatoes - plain or loaded
vegemite & cheese in celery - pain to make, but there is nothing else like it
haggis and taddies - hard to get... and I usually pay for it later
plain cheese pizza
cheese ravioli - yeah, cheese is big on my list
grilled cheese & tomato soup - but someone else _has_ to make it
peanutbutter and honey - when the time is right... (28 days)
Maple & Brown Sugar Oatmeal - takes the cake. I save this for when I
_really_ need it.


"Oh, my dearest
I'm not pretty
Isn't it a pity
That you won't kiss these rotten lips?"
- the fratellis

Thursday, July 17, 2008

just a quick escape

I think it will tak esome time for this blogging thing to start
providing the help that they expect it to. But as for now, this is
like a concious effort to post.
I am having a little bit of a panic thing and needed an escape from
reality for a few minutes.
Maybe I'll visit

"Oh, my dearest
I'm not pretty
Isn't it a pity
That you won't kiss these rotten lips?"
- the fratellis

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Did I mention I don't like biology?

I thought LAST week was bad. I thought today would never end.
"no, i did not do my homework."
"that's ok. if you are having trouble, i'll give you until tomorrow."
"that's _not_ ok... I'm not having trouble; i didn't do it because i didn't _want_ to do it. And I _still_ don't want to do it!"

Pffft. what a ... CRAPTASTIC day!

And, I gotta go back to the Dr. tomorrow. Maybe I can weasel out of it.

Sorry... I'll have to work on the _top_ 15 reasons biology bites.

Monday, July 14, 2008

getting off to a bad start

I did not get this blog off to the start I wanted to. I planned on
unwinding during the weekend and just getting a bunch of stuff off my

No such luck.

But Hey! It's ok! I'll be fine and dandy.

So here is my top 15 CD's (du jour):
[in no particular order that I will admit to]

Everclear - Sparkle and Fade
The Alan Parsons Project - Pyramid
Yazoo - Upstairs at Eric's
Talking Heads - Stop Making Sense
Reel Big Fish - Why Do They Rock So Hard?
The Offspring - Smash
My Chemical Romance - The Black Parade
Mika - Life in Cartoon Motion
James - Laid
Cybertribe - Time Travel:Remixes
Amy MacDonald - This is the Life
Jewel - Pieces of You
Tones on Tail - Night Music
The Fratellis - Costello Music
Sigue Sigue Sputnik - Flaunt It

Ask me tomorrow and it will change, of course. ^v^

Friday, July 11, 2008


I didn't think I was going to get to blog today. I may still get a chance tonight, but... Goodness I hope so.
Yesterday and today (so far) have just been trying as hell and the day is just getting started!

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

e-mail test

Well, I am new at the blogging stuff... so I just have to check it all out.  If this works, I just send, and it posts!
(Cross you fingers!)
"Oh, my dearest
I'm not pretty
Isn't it a pity
That you won't kiss these rotten lips?"
- the fratellis

Oh, Hey!

Yeah, so, My First Blog Entry.

Top 15...
Reasons for blogging:
-Get a few things off my chest that I don't want to just say around the house.
-People can read it and go 'Me too!' to them selves.
-People can read it and go 'What a freak!' and I don't have to care.
-Have an outlet for when I start cracking up. :/
-Have an outlet for when I am not cracking up. =D
-Fuss about teachers without them finding out. (I hope)
-Fuss about my SO without getting in trouble.
-Praise about my SO without getting in trouble.
-I like top 15 lists.